Han Chinese Double Personality And Hypocrisy

Where: beijing
When: 21st century

I rented a room.
The landlord was a retired policeman. He was around 60 years old.
Before I moved into that room, he had told me that he had a hobby of associating with women.
I thought it none of my business.
After I moved in, I found he had sex with a young woman almost once every two days. And sometimes he had sex with other women. He told me those women were his friends. And he told me non beijing native women were very cheap. “Last year, non beijing native whores charged 50 Yuan/time. But they charge 30 Yuan today. If you pay 20 Yuan, they do. And I don’t pay 1 Fen to fuck those women. I registered in several marriage agencies and posted ads there to look for a woman to marry. I told those women I am old and have an apartment. Many women want to marry me. They are from other areas and poor. They think they can inherit my apartment after my death. But actually I don’t want to marry any of them. I only want to have free sex with them. If they come, I tell them we need a trial marriage. And after I get bored, I will tell them I don’t want to marry them and let them go. They are from all over china. The youngest is 17, and the oldest is over 70. Now I keep relationship with a 26 year old woman. But I get bored of her. You will see the 17 years old girl in a few days. I will let her live in my room in the future. You live alone. Do you want to fire your big gun? We beijing natives call calling whores firing a big gun. The non beijing native whores are very cheap. And some of them are very beautiful. Before I retired, I had worked as a policeman. Sometimes we went out to raid those whores to fine them. Some of those whores were very beautiful! Really beautiful! Ah yeah really that beautiful! Ah … Ah … that beautiful! But we rebuked them to teach them the moral codes to let them know how to be a human. They should have dignity. They should not do anything against their own dignity. Ah! Some of those whores were really very beautiful!!!” (He regretted that he couldn’t fuck those captured whores.)
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Several months later, I moved out. I worried about diseases. And that retired policeman had had sex with four women during my renting.

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My landlord is a typical Han Chinese, who can have two moral values in his soul at the same time and the two values are opposite to each other.
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* 1 Fen = 0.01 Yuan

“You hadn’t got captured to Changping!”

Where: beijing
When: Autumn

When I rode my bike to my office, I saw several female and male personnels in uniforms standing on the roadside with nailed sticks in hand. When some people passed by, they got checked. And some bikes got held.
I was curious.
I went ahead and watched those who held the nailed sticks.
When I passed by, they rushed to me to round me up and shouted “stop!” “stop!”.
I stopped and asked why.
They didn’t explain. They just ordered me to turn in my bike, and ordered me to show my ID.
I showed them my ID.
They ordered me to show some evidence to prove the bike was mine.
I told them I was going to work and I had no enough time to go back home to get the invoice to prove it, and asked whether I could show them the invoice after I got off my work. They locked my bike on the roadside and told me to get the bike back by showing them the invoice.
I had no better choice. I had to walk back to my room to find the invoice. But when I came back, my bike was moved to another place. I had to walk to find my bike.
After showing them my invoice, I got my bike back. And I complained that I had never done anything wrong.
I didn’t get any explanation, but got retorted “you hadn’t got captured to Changping!” And I saw the men in uniforms were full of hatred.

I got to my office about 1 hour late.
Today, I can still see the eyes staring at me full of hatred.
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Analysis,

* Why did I get checked?

It is because I was not beijing native. They didn’t check any beijing native, as if no beijing native had done anything wrong, or no people from other area were not thefts or not robbers. But the truth was beijing native committed crimes in uniforms or they robbed other people by asking for donation, or for love!

* They hated non-beijing-native so much. The hatred in their mind was like the active volcano. Usually, those people in uniforms could not find a good job. They were not competitive. But they held the nailed stick to check those people who financially supported them. They just hated their financial supporters mindlessly. They discriminated non native people so much.

* They seized non-beijing-native to Changping concentration camp to do hard work to “make money” to buy a transportation ticket to expel them.

“The dog-fathered inferior Japanese monsters” and my “dear-from-the-same-wombs”

Where: Beijing
When: Spring

It was the first time for me to attend an employment meeting after I went to beijing. The meeting was held in Agriculture Exhibition Hall in the east of beijing.
I put on the best suit I had before I went out.
I looked clean.
I also looked confident.
I got on a bus with my resume.
I imagined what kinds of boss or recruitment people I would meet.
After I got off the bus, I found it was so crowded there.
I bought a ticket at 10 Yuan.
I entered the hall.

I stayed at the booth where there’s a company I was interested in.

I tried to talk to the people behind the desk. Surprisingly, they could not speak chinese. They spoke in Japanese. And one of them pointed at a signboard to let me have a look. I found it read “Japanese language needed” in chinese. I got embarrassed. I said sorry and wanted to leave. But I saw those Japanese bowed to me with smile. When I smiled back, they bowed again.

It made me in a good mood.

I continued walking in the hall and looking for the companies I would be interested in.

When I saw a recruitment agency company, I stayed. I wanted to register. I asked a young female staff to give me a form to fill. She glimpsed at me as if her eyeballs were all white. She reluctantly gave me a form with a whiplash on the desk. (I didn’t feel her attitude or behavior strange because almost all Han Chinese did in that way. What surprised me was those Japanese. Should people be that polite? I asked and also enjoyed.)
There’s some blank I was not certain whether I should fill, and I asked the woman.
She answered me by shouting like a thunderstorm full of hatred and despise, “How can we do if you don’t fill?!”
Her accent showed me that she was beijing native.
I gave the form back to her. She grabbed it and whiplash it to the pile of paper heavily. She hated non-beijing-native that much! (beijing natives sucked blood of non natives like parasites in china. But we, who supported their shameful lives, got hated so much by them the parasites.)
She looked like an active volcano of hatred.

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It shocked me that much.
I could not calm down. After I got back, I hadn’t been able to sleep well for days.

I asked myself repeatedly why my dear from-the-same-wombs treated me so rudely, so hatefully, while the dog-fathered inferior Japanese monsters treated me so politely. Why were the dear not dear? Why were the monsters not monsters? Why was the truth opposite to what han chinese have been telling? (I had been told that how bad Japanese were, and how good Chinese were before.)